is that a challenge
is that you asking me to talk about how, even if adam DOES crawl out of the pit now, all of his friends will have already moved on from his death and filled in the gaps he left behind
how all of his friends will have graduated college already and started the next chapter of their lives, gotten real jobs, maybe even some have already gotten married, and how his mom, his reason for doing anything, is still dead
the winchesters saved the world from the apocalypse but adam’s world had already ended long before that happened
he’s still nineteen and scared and unsure of his place in the world because what kind of world is worth staying in if spits you back out like you don’t matter and it doesn’t need you anymore
is THAT what you want me to talk about
something like that, yeah.
sEE NOW UR GETTING IT.
let’s not forget that he was studying pre-med and gonna be a doctor to help people and that compassion is a part of who he is and it’s also part of what got him screwed the fuck over by the angels in the first place, along with his love for his mother and courage to fight the devil
punished for trying to do what he thought was right
keep going, gabby.